Fear...

I don't want to sleep... If I do...it will be minus one day... I want to stay awake as much as possible... And for Sunday morning to never come... the black Sunday... once it was cricket, now it is farewell... 
I drank to get drunk... after such a long time, I wanted to anihilate my senses... not to care, not to love, just for a tiny second... But sometimes the feelings are just stronger than the alcohol...